washer

Goodnight my love Remember me as you fall to sleep Fill your pockets with the dust and the memories That rises from the shoes on my feet I won't be back here Though we may meet again I know it's dark outside Don't be afraid Everytime I ever cried from fear Was just a mistake that I made Wash yourself in your tears And build your church On the strength of your faith Please Listen to me Don't let go Don't let this desperate moonlight leave me With your empty pillow Promise me the sun will rise again I too am tired now Embracing thoughts of tonight's dreamless sleep My head is empty My toes are warm I am safe from harm...

Wednesday, March 6, 2024

entering the eternal fire rn

 the realization of meaninglessness and its prominence has done a lot of harm especially now that i realize how meaningless school and work is and how stupid i am for not being able to let go of everything. 

i want to die, i dont think i am getting better ever. if i do, the world will be worse.

i am so sad, everything smells like vomit and everything is affecting me.

tomorrow i get my bathory tattoo though. yay.

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